#and people still have the nerve to call Sam selfish #and to say that he was telling Dean that he didn’t want him to have any friends #as if Dean hadn’t been pushing and pushing Sam the entire first half of the season #reminding him of his failures and berating him for not knowing what to do when he lost Dean AGAIN #would Dean have been happier if Sam had sold his soul? #What about making a deal with the angels? Dean’s life for Sam’s. #What about a spell that would have likely done unspeakable things to Sam? #No. He fucking wouldn’t be. He’d be pissed. He’d be angry that Sam was stupid enough to go that far to get him back.The fact Dean kept telling Sam he fucked up and is a shitty brother is bullshit. #I’m not attacking Dean for saying those things… He was angry or possessed. I understand that. #But I’m not a fan of people dismissing Sam’s pain as him being selfish. #Sam is allowed to be upset. #He’s allowed to be angry with Dean when Dean has been kicking him down repeatedly and then turning around and preaching about trust. #So if you honestly think this scene was about Sam and how much he hated Dean having friends… #Shut up. Forever. #Because y’know what??? Sam has gone out of his way to forgive Cas for his mistakes #when Dean had been stubborn. Because Sam cares about Cas. #And he knows that his and Dean’s friendship is important. #Sam wanted to bring Benny back with him from Purgatory… Realized he might have been too harsh on him. #But can you really blame him? A monster saves Sam but Dean murdered her anyways because of what she was. Not who even after she killed her own mother FOR SAM. #Then he kept being compared to his brother’s new best friend… #Did I mention that the monster who Dean defended still killed people??? #Yeah… So fuck off if you can actually watch this scene and say Sam’s an asshole and selfish. #’Cause the entire first half of the season consisted of shoving him down and kicking him and reminding him of his failures and mistakes. (via)
(Sam thought Dean was dead, not in purgatory. Not to mention, Sam was already in a fragile state of mind at the end of s7, bearing the burden of remembering millennia* of torment at the hands of 2 angry archangels, when he thought Dean exploded in a pile of black goo and was gone forever. Crowley said to Sam, “you’re well and truly on your own now” and Sam was definitely not fine without Dean.)
Sam has heard it twice from two different creatures that there is something wrong with him. It makes me incredibly sad that Sam thinks that whatever is wrong with him is because of who he is. He doesn’t even suspect that it could be some outside force messing with him.
Sad Sammy feels are killing me.
These are really important scenes that have great bearing on Sam’s peace of mind (or lack thereof) right now, for sure. But I don’t love the idea of shoving it all off on some random baddies? Because I really doubt this would be bothering him if the people he loves didn’t spend years and years trying to convince him of stuff like this:
DEAN (compelled by Andy to “tell the truth”): He’s psychic. Kind of like you. Well, not really like you, but see, he thinks you’re a murderer, and he’s afraid that he’s going to become one himself, ‘cause you’re all part of something that’s terrible. And I hope to hell that he’s wrong, but I’m starting to get a little scared that he might be right. (Simon Said)
BOBBY [You pulling me out of a terminal coma d]idn’t have anything to do with… you know, your psychic stuff?
SAM No. I mean, I don’t think so.
BOBBY (nods) Good. Good. (Dream a Little Dream)
DEAN: If I didn’t know you, I would wanna hunt you. (Metamorphosis)
CAS: Sam, of course, is an abomination. (99 Problems)
People have been telling Sam that there is something wrong with him for a very, very long time. Not Zeke; not just random villains; not meanies who can be safely othered. Sam believes this because he has been conditioned to believe it, by everyone he has ever loved and trusted.
I’ve been itching to share this for a while now. My last project was Cinderella, and since there’s already one version of Cinderella for Far Faria, I decided to do a Filipino version version just to mix it up.
There’s nothin’ that I wouldn’t do, If it was gettin’ you to notice
draw me like one of ur french girls
When my iPhone drops…SO FUCKING REAL
I FIGURED OUT HOW STEVE AND NATASHA KNOW WHERE SAM LIVES.
Because given their condition, and the time of day, they clearly weren’t going to any internet cafes before hand, right? But. BUT. The DC establishing shot right before we get to Sam’s house, it’s Sam on his run, in the same place he and Steve were running at the beginning of the movie, at about the same time they wrapped up, judging by… everything. Light, the lack of people, the fact that Sam made breakfast. AND it’s pretty clear that he’d only just gotten home when Steve and Nat knock on his door, since he’s still in his running gear and getting something to drink from the fridge.
Steve had seen Sam more than once, he had to have. You cannot convince me that Steve decided to be a snarky little shit at someone he’d only run into once. They’d probably been jogging around each other for a couple of weeks at LEAST.
Steve knew when and where Sam went on his run.
Steve and Natasha staked out Steve’s jogging path and followed Sam home.
Nothing I draw while I’m on my period counts against me, I’m making a new rule.