(Sam thought Dean was dead, not in purgatory. Not to mention, Sam was already in a fragile state of mind at the end of s7, bearing the burden of remembering millennia* of torment at the hands of 2 angry archangels, when he thought Dean exploded in a pile of black goo and was gone forever. Crowley said to Sam, “you’re well and truly on your own now” and Sam was definitely not fine without Dean.)



Sam has heard it twice from two different creatures that there is something wrong with him. It makes me incredibly sad that Sam thinks that whatever is wrong with him is because of who he is. He doesn’t even suspect that it could be some outside force messing with him. Sad Sammy feels are killing me. 

These are really important scenes that have great bearing on Sam’s peace of mind (or lack thereof) right now, for sure. But I don’t love the idea of shoving it all off on some random baddies? Because I really doubt this would be bothering him if the people he loves didn’t spend years and years trying to convince him of stuff like this:


DEAN (compelled by Andy to “tell the truth”): He’s psychic. Kind of like you. Well, not really like you, but see, he thinks you’re a murderer, and he’s afraid that he’s going to become one himself, ‘cause you’re all part of something that’s terrible. And I hope to hell that he’s wrong, but I’m starting to get a little scared that he might be right. (Simon Said)


BOBBY [You pulling me out of a terminal coma d]idn’t have anything to do with… you know, your psychic stuff?
SAM No. I mean, I don’t think so.
BOBBY (nods) Good. Good. (Dream a Little Dream)


DEAN: If I didn’t know you, I would wanna hunt you. (Metamorphosis)


CAS: Sam, of course, is an abomination. (99 Problems)

People have been telling Sam that there is something wrong with him for a very, very long time. Not Zeke; not just random villains; not meanies who can be safely othered. Sam believes this because he has been conditioned to believe it, by everyone he has ever loved and trusted.

What’s In My Purse?


I’ve been itching to share this for a while now. My last project was Cinderella, and since there’s already one version of Cinderella for Far Faria, I decided to do a Filipino version version just to mix it up. 

You can download the app to read it here! 

Introduction to Finality | 3x22

There’s nothin’ that I wouldn’t do, If it was gettin’ you to notice
I’m alive


draw me like one of ur french girls



When my iPhone drops…





Because given their condition, and the time of day, they clearly weren’t going to any internet cafes before hand, right?  But.  BUT.  The DC establishing shot right before we get to Sam’s house, it’s Sam on his run, in the same place he and Steve were running at the beginning of the movie, at about the same time they wrapped up, judging by… everything.  Light, the lack of people, the fact that Sam made breakfast.  AND it’s pretty clear that he’d only just gotten home when Steve and Nat knock on his door, since he’s still in his running gear and getting something to drink from the fridge.

You guys.

Steve had seen Sam more than once, he had to have.  You cannot convince me that Steve decided to be a snarky little shit at someone he’d only run into once.  They’d probably been jogging around each other for a couple of weeks at LEAST.

Steve knew when and where Sam went on his run.

Steve and Natasha staked out Steve’s jogging path and followed Sam home.


Selfie Queen


Nothing I draw while I’m on my period counts against me, I’m making a new rule.


GETTING BACK FROM ART-BLOCK, FINALLY! And taking full advantage of it. :’D